envy

You’ve had a crush on him for years and years
You’ve dealt with months of restless tears
Still you know he fails to see
The person that you try to be
You claim that he is your closest friend
And that it will last until the end
You follow him round and round
Wishing secrets without a sound
You change your styles and dye your hair
Hoping he might start to care
For you the way he did for her
As your dreams and vision blur
All you want, you can never be
Because you can never ever be me
I loved him with everything I had
But you all turned our love bad
You tried so hard to keep us apart
But you can’t remove him from my heart
So as you try and catch his eye
And deep in sleep you start to cry
Keep in mind what you all have done
As you wish for your dreams to come